So it’s December again, so much has changed since last year this time, but some things haven’t changed, and perhaps never will…
So I have 3 essays that are all worth 50% of the grade, and the more I think about it the angrier I get because essays are so fking subjective. Potentially I could be spending like 35794359 hours trying to perfect the essay and then be dissatisfied with the score that I get. And I mean really, do the professors really go through a hundred 3000 words papers WORD BY WORD? I DOUBT IT, probs should consider myself lucky if they read my entire introduction.
THE FIRST THING ON MY WISHLIST OMG I WANT I WANT I WANT!
Sometimes too many choices in life isn’t a good thing. We make choices throughout our lives and not all of them are the best. If I wasn’t forced to move to Hong Kong, then perhaps the outcome would still be the same, I will graduate with a degree and live the rest of my life in Melbourne. But then I still wouldn’t know if I’m making the right choice, and knowing that I had so many other choices I would never be satisfied with my decision. But now that I’m forced to study in Hong Kong, I know exactly what I want, and even if it’s not the best choice, it’s still my choice.
Being told this by my parents, then someone who is everything to me.
Maybe it is me after all.